Somewhere between who I am and who I used to be

Where are you now? What point of life are you at? Are you beginning to question what life is all about? Do you feel caught in the middle? Somewhere between moving forward or moving backward. This feeling is the calling of your spirit. It is climbing the walls, the barriers we have created. The soul is gaining steam and while it works its way to the surface you are going through a transformation. New thoughts, views and promises begin to fill the heart; curiosity and wonder to the possibilities of how life will be if you believe and change your old ways. This tug of war to reclaim your soul is the struggle we all incur, but like everything else in life if we follow through and commit success and peace will flourish. You cannot ignore the continual knock at the door. It will never stop until you get up and open it.
"Here I am! I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in and eat with him, and he with me." -Revelation-